April's world.

    Have you ever literally felt your life crashing before your eyes?
Like the world is spinning and you're just standing still?
Like you have nowhere to go?
Nobody to help you? 
April has.
    April is my friend. She is the best person i know. She is always in the best mood. She can make you smile when you feel like crap. If the room is too quiet, just say the word and there she goes, BOOM, there goes the quietness. She's all-in-all a great person to be around. If you have a problem,  she is always there to help. The question is, can she help herself?
    She has never had a thing for Boys, as boyfriends. Relationships just confused her. Then she met Cameron. She had this major crush on him before they were ever considered  a couple. She hasn't ever truly cared what people thought about her. It couldn't get to her if you said she was weird. She would simply say thank-you and smile. The same for a compliment. She is always optimistic. So whenever Cameron came along, all she cared about was looking good for him. Whenever he came around, she tensed up and looked around thinking "oh no, what's gonna happen now?." The day he found out about her and got her number, he text messaged her immediately. They talked for hours at a time. They played question games and at one of Cameron's questions, he said "is this hard to answer, will you go out with me?" She literally screamed and said yes as fast as she could. She thought her life was perfect. That's when April changed, forever.
    She imagined this completely perfect life with him. She believed nothing bad could ever happened. You have to remember, this is her first real boyfriend. They talked every day, usually about silly things, like what it would be like if they got married. They even named their kids already. Hayden and Carissa. I personally thought it was a crazy idea to get into all this, when you're only fourteen. It's certainly something she'll regret.
    They argue a lot. They're worse than an old couple fighting over what food to eat. It's every day. All the time. She doesn't care. She's what i call a trooper. She doesn't give up. She believes in Cameron. He has some large personal problems and here lately it keep getting worse. April wants to help, but she has no clue how. Cameron just gave her some really bad news too.
    They've been together for four months now. Through all the fights, and crying and all the drama, they've stayed together. You see, Cameron is adopted. He has a very large family. His "mother" disappeared in the mountains a few days ago. H doesn't know what to do. His home life is crap. He had a choice to go live with his aunt, be he chose not to, for April. Now that everything has gone terrible wrong here recently, he decided to move with his aunt. April is devastated. This is the only person in her life that she truly loved with all her heart. She lost friends for him, she lost her happiness for him. He hasn't completely decided yet whether or not he's going to move. April is going crazy. She doesn't know what to do.
     See, she never cried until he came around. Now its pretty much a common thing. Now, she's doing more than crying... She's bawling. I don't know what to do either. She says she's going to lose her mind. God, I hope not. She's the best friend I've ever had.                                                                          
     He told her he doesn't do long-distance relationships. He's moving to         Georgia. April lives in Tennessee. So, April.. How's that perfect life going? I     tried to warn you that the closer you get, the harder it is to let go when you're forced to. I told her that on their last large argument. We sat in the               bathroom  floor at the theatre for two and a half hours. Crying. Over this         stupid boy. He has made her life terrible. She doesn't think so though. To her he's the best thing that's ever happened. Is he going to move? We don't know yet. But we will soon. It's really for the best for him, but i don't know about her. She may seriously go crazy. He's become an obsession. Yes, i feel bad for her... But i also think that all this is freaking crazy. She has really come to hate herself. Dang i hope she doesn't do anything stupid.                                              
     Cameron, if you ever get around to reading this... take a minute to think. Think about how you've impacted her life so much. Think of what all you've done to her. Think about how everything  you do affects her. You are the cause, she is the effect. So think twice before you do anything stupid.